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Surprise bitches, I'm back

kinda

not here

I made a new account for multiple reasons and will be attempting to post regularly there

I may or may not give you my new account's name if you contact me but dont hold your breath
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Life Updates

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So..been awhile since I made one of these, and what better time than 12:13 to further procrastinate my homework. Junior year is going well i suppose currently have all as one b and a c in my English class.....you have no idea how much i despise my English class and teacher this year. Said teacher enjoys asking why far to much and I know WHY she does this, to get us to explain more and more, but regardless she is doing it to the point of it making me feel like my intelligence is being insulted and hers cause she can't assume anything and figure anything out on her own. Then again, like I said, its her trying to get us to explain our thoughts more but she's taking it to an unnecessary level that I find repetitive because after awhile the person she keeps badgering for an explanation just keeps repeating themselves and then the whole lesson goes nowhere. I'm also running into the whole I am required to speak bit again, which is irritating as always. Said teacher also said her method of teaching tries to encompass all the others (hands on, group work, visual things and all that shit) but I find it insanely ineffectual because we are forced to go with whatever that specific lesson's teaching method is instead of us working whatever it is into how we learn best. Example, I work well by myself, I know that there will always be group projects but everything in this class as been in a group, and I hate working with people on school related things. This is due to it directly affecting my grade if they do well or utterly shitty, which I don't find many people in my school to be capable enough to actually pull their own weight in a group project and actually do well on what ever their part may be. 


CONTINUING ON FROM SCHOOL!

NAKA-KON I'M GOING AGAIN! BUT COSPLAYING THIS TIME AND SO IS ZANE AND SOMEHOW OTHER FRIENDS HAVE JOINED INTO OUR LITTLE COSPLAY GROUP THAT IS SOUL EATER RELATED! Caps lock aside I am going as Maka, Zane as Soul, and two of our other buddies are going as Black Star and Tsubaki. Zane has also considered also going as Grell if he can get enough money together as he has also gotten a job. So if he does I'll also be getting myself a scythe to carry around the day he goes as Grell, cause having a scythe with my actual weapon partner being right next to me, pretty much, just doesn't make any fucking sense.


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Well I reached a point in game where I needed strength, I hadn't gotten it yet as there was a hiker and archeologist blocking the exit to route 42 in the east gatehouse of Ecruteak.(they were there when I got to Ecruteak and they are still there even after I got the Storm badge and given the medicine to Jasmine for Aphmy) I have decided this is an appropriate time to cheat seeing as I need strength to continue on and you get it on route 42. Considering how many times the game has bugged out on me and I've had to restart I'm going to assume this is some sort of glitch as I looked for playthroughs of this and it seems no one else had that issue so walk through walls cheat here I come.

This  is the only cheat I will use in this nuzlocke as I kind of need to bypass a glitch that I have no idea how to fix.

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Well since it appears I'm here at my grandmothers house more or less against my will I thought it would be a good idea to waist time and tell you people out there what I have been up too in the last few months or so, cause the more time I sit here at the computer the less time I have to seem interested in what ever everyone else is doing.

To be honest this will be including both happy and overly sad things that have been stressing me out as of late. So I'll get the bad news over with now so I don't end this on a bad note.

First bit of bad news, my brother, no matter how much I don't particularly like him, has been diagnosed with Lupus (for those of you who don't know what this is, it is basically a disease that causes your immune system to work against you and causes you to be more susceptible to illness, it usually happens in little flare ups where you'll have the flu or a fever but this isn't something that can be cured, he will be living with this the rest of his life and there is no way for us to know when the next one will occur(please note that is the gist of how it was explained to me this information is in no way 100% correct and it probably isn't))  after several (since novemberish) months of testing and the possibility of cancer being shoved in his face. With all the testing he has been through and my mother, dragging him to and from said tests and college at the community college, has been insanely stressed about all that and has been increasingly short with me about trivial matters that don't really seem to be all that big of a deal to me, as in me staying up late to finish a paper for school. Somehow this is being passed off to her as something negative even though it's a bloody miracle that I'm even doing all my school work to begin with, and then there is practically everything else she finds to be a "bad" thing I do (staying up to finish homework or just not finishing it in what she considers a reasonable amount of time) all that she chastises me for even though I find it to be perfectly acceptable when she has been bitching at me to do just that(finish all my homework even if I have to stay up) for the past two, possibly three, years.

Then there is Louie......dear god Louie.....he had another mass rupture on his stomach recently(week of the 3rd of this month I believe) this one was similar to the one he had before that we originally thought  was from a spider bite. But it seems this is probably no longer the case. When Louie went in for surgery to get the wound closed up his vet found round cells, for those of you who don't know what that means they are the cells of a tumor. Considering this one was practically identical to the previous one I believe that one was also most likely a tumor. Now with this recent one the vet sent in the tissue she removed while closing the wound to a lab to have it tested to see if it is cancer or not (was going to be all fancy and use the actual terms but I have no idea now to spell those so...yeah you don't get the fancy words), and this is exactly why I brought up the pervious time something like this happened. While we will not know the results till next Monday I'm pretty convinced that Louie has cancer, due to this happening twice now. But I will not actually be sure of that until the test results are back cause I am in no way any sort of doctor or veterinarian. Since this possibility of cancer in Louie has been presented to me I came to the decision that if he does in fact have cancer the next time he gets a tumor he will be put to sleep because I don't want him to live his life constantly having surgery to remove tumors that will just come back again and again until he dies of natural causes as that is not the kind of life I would wish upon anyone and I especially don't want it for Louie, as he would, I imagine he would, be in some sort of pain almost constantly and be on a huge cocktail of medications to keep him from feeling the pain from it. So in short I do feel like I have given him a limited time left to live and it is making me feel pretty awful cause I know he will be put down the next time this occurs. However, like with my brother, we don't know when that will happen it might be next month or next year for all we know.

BUT that is it for all my depressing things now on to the things that was bloody fantastic that I wish lasted longer than three days. Our local convention Naka-Kon. DEAR GOD THAT WAS THE BEST FUCKING THREE DAYS I HAVE HAD IN  ALONG TIME. First day included me and Zane buying tails and belled collars and scampering all over the place like adorable mother fuckers. Also while we both planed on cosplaying....that never actually happened cause like most of our planed things we wait far to long to actually prepare for what ever it we're doing. (this one went "oh we have a week left, that's enough time" wake up morning of first day "well that didn't happen") there were several Mariks and Bakuras there, along with some of our other favorite characters from various animes, I myself was only in two pictures with cosplayers, which were Marik and Bakura, then another Bakura who did not have a Marik. I did hug SEVERAL of these people though not the Bakura who had a Marik, as he was in character and looked as if he was going to kill me if I attempted to do so, I did hug the other one though, cause that one was a girl and was very friendly. Over all first day was bloody fantastic, I could go on about that one day as I enjoyed myself so much that day but then this would be a wall of text, and it already is. Second day...was a little less eventful, as the 3ish hour long event I wanted to go to NEVER HAPPENED(it was a run like fuck away from zombies and shit) and that left me and Zane with nothing to  do till the cosplay contest that would start around 4, please note the zombie thing was supposed to star at 11. So that left me and Zane to wander and be bored cause we both agreed people seemed...less friendly that day. Also my other friends all got their own tails and collars....it bugged me a bit, cause I couldn't tell if they got them cause they actually wanted them or just wanted them cause we had them. ALSO DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE THE AMOUNT OF PEOPLE THAT WERE COSPLAYING AS HOMESTUCK CHARACTERS IT WAS REDICULOUS AND AMAZING. So I don't really know what we ended up doing till 4 as it was probably filled with us just wandering about in no real direction. When the cosplay contest started...well for one it started half an hour late or so but it was bloody amazing, and the Marik and Bakura were in it(we met a total of three Bakuras and two Mariks, one of each of those was a girl and me and Zane hugged all the Mariks and only one Bakura cause all of them but the girl were in character and seemed to want us dead, there was also two Kaibas and three Yamis, of which we didn't speak to either due to bloody inferiority feelings happening all over the place, also the guy Marik had two Steves it was fantastic). I don't really know who won that cause for one me and Zane left early because we had to go get ready for the masquerade ball that would be happening later that night and two...I don't actually think they announced who won. But anyways onto the ball, everyone looked fabulous for a start and they were nick picking the shit outta everyone (no tennis shoes or non formal wear allowed), but of course since this was a formal ball I suffered through in heels with my already painful legs and feet from walking/standing so much that day and the previous day. Now I was rather pissed at my other three friends who were there cause they pinned their tails to their dresses....just fucking no. It really pissed me off considering this was a formal ball and they were wearing their bloody tails and the tails are something I find to not be appropriate for something that is FORMAL. Me and Zane had already told them we weren't for the exact reason of we not thinking it appropriate for the ball and us not wanting to poke a hole in our outfits, we also had the most legit fancy ass masks of everyone there which I was happy about, cause I enjoy looking fancy as all get out. Overall the ball was.....fun I suppose, cause not a single person asked me to dance, and fuck the idea of me asking someone I am far to shy to do that. Zane did teach me to waltz though cause I had missed the class for it and we latter went on to speculate that it was possible no one asked me because they thought I was with him...which I find hilarious(cause when ever me and Zane watch an anime we end up picking characters out that best represent us and so on and so forth, and a lot of them are shipped with one another(Marik and Bakura and Sebastian and Grell to name a few) so I mentally laughed about that). But that did not change the fact I was irritated cause the rest of the people danced with random guys that asked them, and they had their bloody tails and I will be honest I thought I looked the best out of our group(out of the girls), as I wasn't wearing my tail, had my hair done, had on a dress I find fucking amazing, and actually had a mask that wasn't plastic (it is a had painted and made mask that is bloody amazing). On the plus side a guy asked Zane to dance, which both of us continued to talk about the amazingness of it cause that would be the first time that happened and Zane has wanted to dance with a guy for a long damn time, so of course me and Leilani took a picture of it cause we could and cause we knew Zane would have wanted us to(and he was very happy we did). After that we went to a faction rally(I am not explaining the factions cause that would take to long and this is already a wall of fucking text) which ended up with us invading the rival factions rally and having what I can only describe as a poetry reading as to why the other team sucked....yeah not the best way to have to opposing teams fight non-physically( as the mic set up in the room was rather poor and I couldn't understand what anyone said what so ever). That ended up taking up the rest of our free time so we couldn't go to the rave which was an actual rave cause we had to leave at midnight. ON TO SUNDAY! It was much better, after I woke up a bit. We went to another faction related thing where Zane made himself and I free hug signs(his said this puppy gives free hugs, while mine said the same thing only with kitty not puppy). This had originally been my idea but I no longer wanted to do it cause the previous day left me not feeling like it but I wore mine regardless and my mood actually improved. To sum that up it was basically ALL THE HUGS! Lots of random characters and people hugged us, of the characters I only knew a few. A Karkat, Sollux, someone from vollcaloid(spelling?), and someone else whos name escapes me ......yeah that's all I can really name. I don't know the others but there was someone dressed as some sort of mouse character and they freaked out cause my sign said kitty and I found it very amusing, and they hugged me after I said I wouldn't eat them. By the end of the day though we discovered what we were doing "wrong" I suppose would be the best way I can phrase it and that would be the fact I have a very fast pace and not everyone could read the signs and act on them before we passed them because of that (someone actually told us that) so we spent the rest of the time walking at a irritatingly slow pace....at least I found it irritating cause I walk fast. AND THAT WAS ALL THE THINGS I FOUND IMPORTANT ENOUGH TO SHARE! HOPE THIS ISN'T TOO TERRIBLY LONG AND THAT THIS LAST BIT KEPT YOU FROM FEELING DEPRESSED FROM THE THINGS ABOVE THIS!

Also I would like to apologize in advanced for any sort of snappiness I may or may not have due to the depressing things.

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Me and DuskyDawn7 are finally making use of an old adoptable account we made, everything is up and running and I'm making some pets to go with the two I alrady uploaded. Check it out if you'd like!EvolutionAdoptables

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